I have to let go of the person I was
and accept the person I now am.
~ Terese Lux
Let go of the one totally in charge,
the one who had no fear of falling,
of breaking an ankle, a leg, an arm,
or worse—suffer a brain bleed.
Let go of the one skilled at doing,
being successful and productive,
confident and self-possessed,
able to handle most everything.
Let go of the person whose alert brain
easily recalled a name, a description,
details of a story lodged in the past,
and where a precious item was placed.
Let go of having a healthy, active body
ready to obey and serve each command.
Let go of energy once quick and plentiful,
rarely collapsing with utter weariness.
Greet this unwanted stranger’s arrival,
waiting to receive a respectful welcome.
Get to know and accept her new traits;
do not shun, deny, reject or criticize.
Rather, behold with a gaze of kindness
this one still looking over her shoulder
longing to be the woman she once was.
Learn to love and appreciate her now
for she still bears the same loving spirit,
still intends to live with zestful gratitude,
still cherishes what is of utmost value,
still retains a home in Eternity’s Heart.
© Joyce Rupp
